Sassisailor’s Weblog

A description of my journey to improve my eyesight naturally

VIP for Oct 21 October 22, 2008

Filed under: My Daily Progress,Snellen Chart Results — sassisailor @ 12:41 pm

On Tuesday I did the following:

  • Long swings to music at lunch (didn’t have time in the morning — agh, I hope I”m not losing my grip already at a new commitment)
  • Palming (extended sessions throughout the day)
  • Getting back to reading the Alexander Technique  book I started reading last spring.  I read some interesting passages that I was going to quote in my blog.  I will try to remember to do this tonight.  I made some connections to vision that I probably wouldn’t have noticed six months ago.
  • 5th day without glasses!  It’s going much better than I thought it would.  I half expected I wouldn’t be able to see as well as I had been seeing before, but I’m doing fine!  I’ve been able to do any computer work necessary WOG and I can do pretty much everything else just as well as long as I slow down and keep my attention centered.

Snellen: 20/70 (indoors, cloudy outside so light inside was only so-so)

 

VIP for Oct 20 October 21, 2008

Filed under: My Daily Progress,Snellen Chart Results — sassisailor @ 12:04 pm

Hello All! 

I had to wait until lunch to post today as I didn’t have time this morning.

vision improvement progress for oct 20:

  • long swings to music (I actually look forward to doing this now that I’ve started swinging to a piece of music instead of counting).  It’s a wonderful way to start the day and I actually look forward to getting up and doing this in the morning.   I find myself smiling more and really having a good time.  That may sound kind of gimpy, and I’m sure if a stranger walked in on me in my home-office doing long-swings in front of a window they may question my sanity; especially considering the goofy grin that is probably present.
  • Palming
  • Snellen chart work
  • 2 hour hike in the forest WOG
  • 4th day WOG!!!  I put my glasses on four different times today but only for less than a few seconds.  I was out elk hunting during the late afternoon and when I would think I saw an elk I would quickly put my glasses on to look and then take them right back off.  Unfortunately each time, what i was seeing was usually a bush or a darker patch of grass, but! nonetheless, I was having a wonderful walk and it smelled incredible up in the mountains. 

Snellen chart:  20/70 cleared to 20/50

 

VIP for Oct 17 2008 October 18, 2008

Filed under: My Daily Progress,Snellen Chart Results — sassisailor @ 5:57 am

VIP: Vision improvement progress (that’s what I’ll call it) for Friday, Oct 17, 2008

I found a copy of “First Things First” by Stephen Covey (recommended by Irelands Eyes) at the library last night and started reading it.  I’m only part way through but looked ahead and did some thinking about the most important things in my life and have decided to committ to spending more time every day on “important” things and less time on things that seem urgent but are not.  We’ll see how it goes.  I just need to carve out personal time everyday for the Bates Method.  It has been slipping in the past few months (I could blame it on being busy with my PhD, other self-study I’ve been doing, etc) but in the end I must committ a set amount of time everyday to my vision improvement.  Let’s see if I can hold on to this until I reach the goal of passing my driver’s test WOG. 

  • Long swings
  • Frequent looking at distance through window at work (while shifting and working on on-demand clarity)
  • Palming (during day and right before bed)
  • Running WOG, keeping awareness on where I’m looking and what I’m seeing (except where I have to watch my step closely of course!)
  • Spent all day WOG — didn’t even keep them in my pocket with me when I went running!

Snellen: (indoors, so-so light conditions) 20/70 cleared to 20/40

 

Update: June 7, 2008 June 7, 2008

Filed under: My Daily Progress,Snellen Chart Results — sassisailor @ 9:37 am

Completed this week:

  • Daily exercise (running and walking) and some upper body weight lifting (light weights — nothing too heavy!). 
  • Long swings, on an every other day basis.  I timed myself and it only takes 6 minutes and 30 seconds to do 100 long swings.  I have no excuse for not doing at least three sets of these per day; but alas I’m still struggling to make this a habit. 
  • Autogenics (once/twice daily)
  • Daily neck and jaw stretching (as recommended by my chiropractor)

As I’m writing, I am now wearing -4.25 diopter lenses (for both the right and left eye) to read my computer monitor!  I ordered these lenses about a month and a half ago with the intent that these would become my next reduced pair and today is their maiden voyage.  This last week I have seen improved vision when wearing my -5 diopter pair and this morning I decided to see how well these worked for up close work!  I am very excited to say the least.   Now my -5 diopter lenses are my driving glasses and these -4.25 diopter glasses are my reduced pair!  I’m curious to see what my focometer measurements are today. 

VA this morning (partial sun): 20/70 — can clear to 20/50.

The key to my optimism this week has been a breakthrough in my shifting.  FINALLY, after months and months (about five months now) of practicing my natural vision habits (Shifting, breathing, and blinking), the shifting is finally becoming a habit.  I am starting to see the oppositional movement when my vision is relaxed, and I can better feel the softer, shorter shifts.  When I first began I would shift my vision in larger motions because it was difficult to move my eye muscles in shorter increments. 

In addition to increased shifting I have also been visualizing the swinging period when I do various things (reading, reading my Snellen chart, looking around objects, ect), and I’ve finally figured out why it is such a powerful tool!  I finally understood the importance because I felt the effects.  When you visualize a swinging period correctly you can feel your eyes shifting ever so slightly back and forth (with eyes open or closed), a natural sway.  So when I can visualize the swinging period (it’s not very black or distinct in my mind constantly *yet*) with my eyes open my vision is shifting back and forth and it’s not like any other visual feeling I’ve had to this point.  This is a new sensation for me and I will continue to report as new thoughts come to me on the matter.  I think my memory/visualization has also been improving over time as the period is easier to visualize for longer periods of time and I have been able to imagine smaller sized periods than ever before. 

I transferred all of my files over to my new computer finally, so I will be updating my vision progress graphs this morning.  I will also be taking new focometer measurements today.  It has been terrible rainy and cloudy this past week and so I don’t have VA data for everyday.  Today is the first sunny day since I’ve been home from the conference.

 

May 4, 2008 May 4, 2008

Filed under: My Daily Progress,Snellen Chart Results — sassisailor @ 2:46 pm

Wednesday – Friday I have been very busy helping a family member move, and Saturday I was down with a headache for most of the day.  I was able to do my autogenics at the bare minimum for all of these days however.  I also got in a 20 minute treadmill workout on Friday. The other thing I have been trying to do regularly is shift my vision around objects VERY slowly.  I’ve found that the slower I sketch/shift the better my vision becomes.   I usually only remember to do this outside; I need to practice inside as well.

Completed today (so far… may be updated later):

  • 2 autogenics sessions (final phase)
  • sunning/palming 30 minutes outside
  • 100 long swings

I updated my vision progress graph on the other page — still at 20/100.  This past week has continued to be stressful and it’s still affecting my vision…  a bummer, but I’m getting back on track.  I have not made a graph of my “dim light visual acuity without glasses” yet, but it’s still at 20/200. 

 

Graphs of my progress April 30, 2008

Filed under: Snellen Chart Results — sassisailor @ 10:19 am

I have added a new page titled “Vision Progress Graphs”.  This page will have links to updated graphs showing my vision progress.  So far I have only incorporated two graphs; both are indicative of my visual acuity without glasses. 

The first graph is data from January-February that shows the progress from my very first readings to being able to read the 200 line from 20 feet.  So far this is the most dramatic (and quick) progress I have experienced.  This is also the data that shows how I “got on the chart” (able to read the first line from 20 feet). 

The second graph will chart my progress at 20 feet only.  Now that I can read from this distance all of my visual acuity records will document my progress based on which line on the Snellen chart I can read from 20 feet.  This graph will be updated regularly.

There will be more graphs to come (what I can say, I’m an engineer and I like to plot stuff) 🙂

 

Correlation between visual acuity with and without glasses April 24, 2008

Filed under: Focometer Results,Snellen Chart Results — sassisailor @ 2:48 pm

As many readers and I myself have noticed there is a discrepancy between my visual acuity without glasses and the correction required as indicated by my focometer. There is a rough correlation that has been found between lines that can be read on a Snellen chart and the required glass lens strength required to improve that person’s vision back to 20/20. Based on this correlation one would expect that if I can read 20/70 on the Snellen chart I would require a lens with a strength of -3D. However, when I measure my refractive state with the focometer it indicates I require a -6D strength lens to read 20/20.  I have heard that I should be comparing my prescribed lens strength to my visual acuity in a dim room. I measured my acuity at night in a dimly lit room and I can read 20/200. This is a little bit closer but a disparity still exists.

I believe that this lack of correlation between the two methods is due in part to two factors that are probably related: psychology (or confidence) and muscle memory. I don’t have any scientific evidence for these explanations, only postulations.

The psychological aspect, mental aspect, whatever you want to call it, affects how we view our visual potential. I’ll equate this to running. Let’s say that you haven’t run more than a mile in twenty years and you want to run five miles today. Mentally you will probably start feeling tired after the first mile and think it will be difficult to continue. You may make it to two miles, but most likely you will not run the full five miles. You would have to work up to the five miles to be both physically and mentally able to run the full five miles. Our mental “attitude” has an impact on our abilities. I’m not saying that it’s always the limiting factor; but it could be for some people. With respect to vision I think we experience (to a certain degree) this same effect. I experienced this first hand when I thought I was wearing a reduced pair of glasses and was seeing as if I was wearing the reduced pair. When I realized I was wearing the full strength pair my vision immediately improved to reflect the fact that I was wearing full strength glasses. I have read cases of this happening to other people as well. This goes back to the fact that I think a big impact on our vision is how well we THINK we’re going to see.

The other factor I have considered is muscle memory. Poor vision is in part caused by eyestrain. Eyestrain is caused by tension in the muscles surrounding the eye.  Some circles have discussed that the extraocular muscles must maintain a level of strain to keep the eye in an elongated shape in order to see well through a glass lens (i.e. the brain wouldn’t relax the extraocular muscles if the strained muscles were producing clear vision due to the glasses).  If you have ever studied control systems this makes a lot of sense; we are getting feedback to our visual cortex from our eyes and vice versa.  My theory is that over many many years the muscles in our eyes become accustomed to “performing” this certain task in order for us to see properly with a pair of glasses. When we wear a strong pair of glasses our eyes never get a chance to relax because in order to see well our eyes must maintain a certain degree of strain to keep our vision at an acceptable acuity level; that and most of wear our glasses during all waking hours.  When we do not wear our glasses our eyes can relax more because our brains aren’t sending feedback to the muscles to maintain the eyestrain in order to continue seeing well. This is why I think it’s so beneficial and quicker results are obtained if glasses are discarded altogether.  Unfortunately I can’t do this.  When we don’t wear our glasses our eyes can relax but when we put glasses back on I think our muscles go back to the position that they are accustomed to, which is the level of strain that helps place the eye in the position required to see well with a specific lens strength. It takes time to retrain muscles to perform new tasks (e.g. brush your teeth with your nondominant hand). A good example of this is posture. If we have been sitting in a poor posture for twenty years it will take a while to rehabilitate the muscles to feel correct in the correct posture; the bad pasture will feel correct to us for a while. I don’t believe the physical part of our visual system is much different.  Muscle memory is defined as being an unconscious and learned process that manifests from neural pathways that have developed through repetitive practice.   The exact mechanisms are unknown, however significant behavioral evidence exists to support its validity.  I have also read that attitude affects muscle memory quite significantly.  Anyone out there who is a musician is probably familiar with this concept.  For example, I can play a piece of music perfectly on the piano until I am in front of an audience of strangers; then I tense up and my abilities are diminished.  Stress could be considered an attitude I suppose (albeit sometimes involuntary), so it is reasonable to extrapolate that stress can have a negative impact on vision as I am of the group of people who believes that the extraocular muscles affect visual acuity.

Another related point to muscle memory is visual habits.  When wearing glasses we lose the good natural visual habits of shifting, blinking, and saccadic eye movements.  It would stand to reason that learning the incorrect muscular habits of staring, not blinking often, and reduction or loss of saccadic eye movements is a result of incorrect muscle memory  habits which are unconscious.   It is extremely difficult to change unconscious behavior which can be a huge boulder in the road of vision improvement.  It takes almost constant attention on a previously unconscious habit which is not easy to maintain over long periods of time.  It is equally difficult to then train new muscle memory habits which are correct so that these may become the new unconscious habits.

The very act of putting glasses or contacts over our eyes is a cue to our brains that we are now changing our visual perception.  I do not underestimate the power this has over our visual cortex and our attitude and the effect this has on our visual acuity.  Putting glasses on my eyes is not something I do unconsciously so I am aware that I should now be seeing better which brings attention to the fact that I expect to see a certain way with a specific pair of glasses on my face.   The same is true for using a focometer or other lens over the eye.

In short, I think both our confidence and perhaps more importantly muscle memory play a role in this disparity.  As I sit here I can see my vision getting better and worse while wearing my reduced prescription glasses and I think this is a good sign that I am starting to break through the entrenched neural pathways that dictate the muscle tension and poor habits in my extraocular muscles.  There is more flexibility in my eyes regardless of the mechanism behind the improvement.  If I focus on practicing the correct visual habits with my glasses on I can now see an improvement which I previously never experienced.    Being able to see an improvement in my vision while wearing glasses is important to me because it signifies to me that I can improve my vision with or without glasses on my face.  Previously I was only seeing changes in my vision without my glasses.  Hopefully this means that putting glasses on does not have as strong of a psychological component for me anymore.

 

April 22, 2008 April 22, 2008

Filed under: My Daily Progress,Snellen Chart Results — sassisailor @ 9:47 am

I read my Snellen chart this morning and was disappointed to see that I’m only able to read 20/100…  I have been under a lot of pressure for work and I can tell that I’m carrying a lot of unnecessary stress.  Unfortunately as a result my vision has shown a noticeable degradation 😦  Luckily I know this is temporary but it is sad that stress can have such a negative affect on my vision!
On a positive note, I’m happy that I can at least read 20/100.  This is much better than I could read when I first began the Bates Method and I’m sure that these types of fluctuations will be common as the  months go by.

 

April 15, 2008 April 15, 2008

Filed under: Focometer Results,My Daily Progress,Snellen Chart Results — sassisailor @ 10:22 am

I took some readings on April 11, 2008 to update the progress on my visual acuity improvement with and without glasses.  Here are the results.

Without glasses reading the Snellen chart.  MId-day, full sunlight.

From 10 feet: 10/40, can clear to 10/30 if I relax

From 20 feet: 20/70, can clear to 20/40 if I relax

Using the focometer to measure the correction required to read at varying levels:

*OD = right eye, OS = left eye

to read 20/40: OD -5.5D, OS -5.5D

to read 20/30: OD -5.75D, OS -5.75D

to read 20/20: OD -6.25D, OS -6.00D

Again, the readings I take on my Snellen chart represent letters I can correctly distinguish and I use the requirement that I must see 1/2 letters correctly to “clear” the line.  Even though I can read the letters, sometimes they are light gray and slightly blurry but I can correctly see what they are.  Sometimes there are double images but these have started to go away. When I “clear” to higher lines after relaxing (meaning after I relax I can read 20/40 instead of 20/70) there are no double images and the letters become darker.  They are NOT completely black however.  Once I can read a line completely black I’m sure it will indicate a permanent improvement.

I started Phase 5 of autogenics yesterday (Apr 14) and this will continue for two weeks.

I have been able to start running and walking again.

  • Friday (4/11): 35 min brisk walk
  • Sunday (4/13): 30 min run
  • Monday (4/15): 20 min on recumbent bike

My thumb is healing quickly so I’m thinking of starting my weight lifting back up today.

 

Temporary 20/30!!! March 21, 2008

Filed under: My Daily Progress,Snellen Chart Results — sassisailor @ 2:10 pm

Today, Friday March 21, I was able to read the 30 line on the Snellen card from 20 feet!   I was so excited that I started to cry and hyperventilate!  It’s hard to express in words the excitement and joy I felt from this experience but his has given me so much motivation and hope. 

  • I could reliably maintain a reading of 20/70, albeit I can’t read the ‘F’ very sharply.   If I can maintain this visual acuity for one week I will post this as permanent progress!  My vision at 10 feet has maintained at 10/40 for this past week.

This was all possible while incorporating what I learned about the Eyebody Method from Greg, my NVT (natural vision teacher).   See my post on the Eyebody Method for more information.  I would rest my eyes through palming if they felt tired and then use the ‘experiential anatomy’ with my eyes closed before reading the Snellen card.