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A description of my journey to improve my eyesight naturally

Snellen chart work November 19, 2008

Filed under: My Daily Progress — sassisailor @ 9:04 am

Fuoco asked in a previous post about the things I’m doing that help my vision the most when I’m reading my Snellen chart.  I replied in length to this question under the “VIP for Nov 17” post, and then thought I should post part of it in a new post for the people who may not be reading comments and replies.  I hope this offers more insight into what I’m doing on my chart that has enabled me to clear from 20/200 to 20/40 in what I consider dim light.  Even Otis has said he wouldn’t normally believe someone who made this claim and I can understand why!  (Otis, I appreciate that you DO believe me!).  But I think this just reiterates how possible it is for us to all see clearly if we simply follow the habits of natural vision.   

As for working in front of my Snellen chart, these are the specific things I do that have been helping me tremendously.  Hopefully they will work for you as well!  If they don’t at first give it time and experiment with seeing in different ways and letting your body move and relax while doing it. 

 

1.  I sway almost constantly when reading my chart.  I stand firmly on both feet, making sure I’m very balanced across the soles of my feet (equal weight from front to back and side to side).  I never wear shoes and take time at first just to find some peace.  I clear my mind of any thoughts and just notice how the chart and the room start to move as I’m moving.  My swaying is not very dramatic, just a nice slow side to side motion, it is so slight sometimes that someone else may not even notice I’m doing it.  If I don’t sway my body tends to tense up, which then results in staring.

 

2.  The above is different from when I swing in front of the chart.  When I’m doing long swings I do the full swing where my body rotates fully and the foot opposite of where my body is rotated comes up slightly.  I normally don’t do my long swings in front of the chart.  I usually do my long swings before I read my chart and in a separate room of the house where there are a lot of high contrast objects or in front of a big window where I can look outside for part of the swing. 

 

3.  Back to the chart: so after I feel really balanced, I make my sway even shorter, so my head and body are swaying to the length of the row of letters on the chart.  It’s really slight and after a few minutes it becomes natural and I don’t have to think about doing it anymore, my body just keeps doing it.  Then I start to look at each line, starting from the big “C” all the way to the bottom of the chart.  I do this several times, letting my eyes follow the black letters (or blobs, depending on if I can read the line). 

 

4.  Next I bring my attention to the upper back part of my head (where the visual cortex resides).  This is described in Peter Grunwald’s Eyebody Method. Then I move my attention back and forth along the visual pathway.  (So, I’m still swaying and moving my eyes across different lines on the chart.)  First I imagine my attention at the very front of my eyes, on the cornea.  I feel the air against that surface, etc.  Then I imagine (and bring my attention physically to that location on both eyes), moving back through the aqueous humor (fluid between the cornea and the iris) and to the iris, and imagine the light going through my pupil.  After the pupils, I imagine this light traveling through my lenses, then slowly through the vitreous humor and finally the light is all soaking in to the back of my retinas.  At this point I imagine the backs of my eyes getting wider and I imagine my eyeballs becoming perfectly round.  From here, I imagine the phototransduction process where the light is converted to electric signals and then they channel to the optic nerve.  Then I bring my attention along the path of the optic nerve to the lateral geniculate nucleus (don’t worry about the name, if you don’t already know this is the location where the visual information crosses over to the other side of your brain), so imagine the information from your right and left eyes traveling to the center of your brain and then crossing over each other.  Then I imagine the information from my right eye going to the left part of the upper back part of my head, and the info from my left eye, going to the right part of the upper back part of my head.  And no, I’m not finished here!  Then I do this in the opposite direction, starting from the back of my head at the visual cortex and move forward in the reverse order as just described, until I’m back at the corneas.  I do this multiple times and just keep going forward and backward.  I get faster and faster each time, sometimes doing it slow is better though as you can really start to “be” where your attention is.  Finally when I’ve done this a few times I let my attention stay in the visual cortex.  This usually brings my posture up and back and I will feel the weight shift in my body.  Normally I find myself unbalanced and leaning on my toes.  After doing this I find I’m much more balanced and leaning further back than normal.  It’s hard to describe.  Then, while keeping my attention in the visual cortex, I notice where my central vision is and imagine that light falling direction on my fovea’s, on a very tiny part of my retina’s, while also being “aware” (but not trying to see) the periphery.  This has also been described by Jacob Liberman in “Take Off Your Glasses and See” as “Open Focus”.  Let yourself notice how much is around your best focusing area.  Many of us who are myopic tend to have tunnel vision and don’t see the normal field of view.   (sorry that was so long of an explanation, saying I do the Eyebody method doesn’t give you much of an idea probably of what I’m really doing in front of my chart). 

 

5.  Next, (and keep in mind I always try and build on these things — so I’m still keeping my awareness at the visual cortex and I’m still swaying) I use the methods I learned about from Tom Quackenbush’s book “Relearning to See” where I use a “nose-“tool”” to read the chart.  I chose a paintbrush because I find painting very relaxing.  You could choose a nose-pencil, nose-laser, whatever.  So I imagine that there is a long paintbrush attached to the tip of my nose and I use it to “paint” the chart.  Sometimes I use it to paint the letters as I’m imagining what they look like.  Or I’ll paint the white space underneath the letters.  To bring in my imagination I will “paint” different colors underneath the letters and sometimes I’ll paint a rainbow of colors.  The thing I’ve found useful about this is that it brings attention away from my eyes, so I’m letting myself “see” while using my memory and imagination, and this also ensures that your eyes are following your head, which Dr. Bates said was so important.  This is very fun to experiment with and has helped me see improvement on my chart.  I’m certain if I could make this a habit, my vision would be permanently cleared.. but unfortunately these aren’t habits for me so I have to spend anywhere from 15 minutes to an hour working on the chart to start using correct habits.

 

6.  I make sure throughout that I’m breathing and blinking correctly (abdominal breathing and light, frequent blinks). 

 

7.  Once my vision starts to clear, and it usually starts to clear by the time I’m doing the Eyebody stuff, I make sure to bring my attention to my breathing and blinking.  I usually get so excited when I start to see so well that I start to hold my breath and I start staring. 

 

8.  The final thing I do is start looking at the very last two rows on the chart.  Even though I can’t see the letters, I can usually by now see the dark outlines of exactly where they are.  I keep doing everything above, but now I get out my little chart (it’s like 4″x6″, it’s just a near-version of the big Snellen chart with the exact same letters.  Then I start to use the same techniques on the little chart.  I’ll look at let’s say the “R”, and then close my eyes, sway, and then look at the big chart and remember the “R”.  I’ll keep doing this for all the little letters that I can’t see yet on the big Snellen. 

 

9.  By this time, my eyes are getting very tired and I have to palm.  I’m thinking I need to start palming in between the steps above, because it actually is quite straining for me to do all of this without a break.  So I would recommend palming maybe every 10-15 minutes or whenever your eyes begin feeling tired, and then resume, etc. 

 

My only other suggestion for you is to spend as much time outside as you can.  Sunning is very relaxing, and I do this.  But mostly, just taking a nice relaxing walk without glasses, and using the same techniques I described above while you are walking is an excellent tool.  Now, most of the time when I’m outside I can clear my vision quite quickly and begin to see everything in such dimension and with vivid colors.  Being in natural light is the most helpful thing, though I think it’s important to practice the chart indoors in dimmer light as well, because we must “wake up” our rod photoreceptors as well. 

 

Please let me know if you have any questions about the above.  I apologize for how lengthy this is, but I wanted to be sure and describe everything exactly as I do things.  But please don’t get too hung up on focusing on replicating what I do and expecting immediate results.  I obviously cannot claim that this will work for you the same as it works for me — but these are methods described in books by teachers of NVI, so I’m certain that once you find out how they best work for you, you will start to see improvement.  The most important thing for me has been thinking about the methods above, and experimenting with them.  I frequently experiment with my vision throughout the day.  Lately, I’ve been “listening” to my body and doing the things that come to mind.  Sometimes that’s letting my head fall back and letting my eyes gaze at the ceiling and letting my neck relax, or it’s moving my head from side to side, or bending down to touch my toes and letting my head hang and completely relax.  It’s important to make these things fun, so that you have a light and happy heart, and a smile on your face.  Bates says repeatedly that poor vision comes from mental strain and my best vision has always resulted in times when I’m not practicing, but when I find that I’m really happy, laughing, having a good time, and enjoying my surroundings.”

This is what I do when working on my vision in front of my Snellen chart, and it could be applied to vision anywhere.  It definitely takes time to do these things, but using the Bates method is not a “quick-fix” for vision, so I believe we will only get out of it however much we are willing to put into it.  Luckily it teaches us to slow down in our daily lives anyway, and teaches us to be more patient and to really see everything rather than rush through life with tunnel vision.  

 

VIP for Nov 17 November 17, 2008

Filed under: My Daily Progress,Snellen Chart Results — sassisailor @ 8:58 pm

Completed:

  • 100 long swings
  • Nose-paintbrush/Eyebody Snellen work in the evening in artificial light.  Cleared from a very blurry 20/200 to 20/40!  I also used a small version of my big Snellen chart to look at up close while I was working. 

The Snellen chart work has been giving me the most consistent and lasting results.  I think now I need to incorporate more palming with my Snellen chart work and spend as much time palming as I do reading the chart.  There is nothing quite like working in front of the chart and experiencing my vision going from barely 20/200 in dim light to a very clear and black 20/40!  I have been doing my long swings right before I do my chart work in order to get “loosened up”.

 

VIP for Nov 12 November 13, 2008

Filed under: My Daily Progress,Snellen Chart Results — sassisailor @ 9:18 am

Completed:

  • 100 long swings
  • Nose-paintbrush technique in front of Snellen chart:  again, I cleared from 20/200 to 20/50!  I must note that whenever I’m doing the nose-“tool” techniques by Quackenbush I’m also maintaining the visual cortex awareness as described by Grunwald.  Again, this was in the evening, dark outside, two lamps in the area where I read the chart (1 lamp has two 14 Watt fluorescent bulbs (equivalent to two 60 Watt bulbs) and the other is an upright halogen that is probably 15 feet away from the chart).
  • My vision today was really good all day.  I even went to a meeting about some financial stuff and didn’t even bring my glasses!  I feel comfortable talking to anyone WOG, and most of the time don’t even notice that I’m not wearing glasses.
 

VIP for Nov 11 November 12, 2008

Filed under: My Daily Progress — sassisailor @ 10:21 am

Completed:

  • 100+ long swings
  • 10 minutes palming
  • Snellen chart work: In the evening, with dim lights, I took to working on my Snellen chart even though the light conditions were not optimal.  I began by slowly swinging back and forth and just noticing the drastic oppositional movement.  Then I used the technique described by Quackenbush of using the nose-pencil (I imagined a nose-paintbrush).  I used my “nose-paintbrush” to brush different colors and finally to brush the white line beneath the lines and my vision cleared from 20/200 eventually to 20/50!  I experienced very warm, tingling sensations around my eye sockets and almost thought my vision was going to permanently clear!  It didn’t, but it was an encouraging session 🙂 

I’ve been paying attention more and more to the instincts and thoughts I have as I’ve become more “aware” and my mind has quieted.  Especially last night I was getting urges and thoughts to stretch more, look up, bring my shoulder blades together, etc, and doing these things always helped my vision.  Learning to let myself follow these instincts and paying attention to strain is helping tremendously.

 

VIP for Nov 10 November 11, 2008

Filed under: My Daily Progress — sassisailor @ 10:52 am

Completed:

  • 100 long swings
  • 30 minutes palming
  • Eyebody/Open Focus work

Sometime in the last week I lost my -4.25d glasses!  I’m actually glad I did because now I’ve been using my -3.75 and -3.25 d glasses instead and have found I see just as well with them (when I need to).  I’m still spending most of my time without glasses, but for some computer work it’s better to use glasses so my posture is not so terrible.  I think it may be a partial cause of my headaches as I start to crane forward at my neck.   I only use glasses when necessary for work, and only rarely otherwise.

 

I’m back! (nov 10) November 10, 2008

Filed under: My Daily Progress — sassisailor @ 5:10 pm

I had to leave town unexpectedly last week and didn’t have enough time to post (and was without internet all weekend).  I apologize for being MIA for so long!  I spent as much time as possible over the weekend going without glasses.  I don’t really have anything new to report however, as I didn’t have a chart with me, but if it’s sunny out tomorrow I plan to do some work outside. 

I had to drive part of the way home today and obviously had my glasses on, but while driving my vision started getting SUPER sharp through the glasses and so I tilted them up on my head and I was able to see perfectly!  It only lasted a few minutes and then when it started to diminish I put my glasses back on. 

I’m noticing more and more that the computer screen does weird things to my eyes (I see swirling colors when I look away), and so I’m trying to limit my computer time more and more.

 

Nov 4-5th November 6, 2008

Filed under: My Daily Progress — sassisailor @ 6:45 am

I haven’t been posting these past two days because I had a bad headache lasting a day and a half.  It started to subside on the night of the 5th though and I got in some long swings and palming.  

I’m feeling better though this morning (nov 6th) and plan to get back to my normal vision “regime” and will post about it tonight.

 

VIP for Nov 3rd November 4, 2008

Filed under: My Daily Progress,Snellen Chart Results — sassisailor @ 7:28 am

This was the  most incredible vision day I’ve had so far.  At lunch I went outside to read my Snellen (there were scattered clouds, so the sun would come out and then go behind the clouds).  After putting my chart up I could immediately read 20/30! (sun was out)  I didn’t have to do any swinging or anything!  Then as I started swinging, breathing, working on my “open-focus and eyebody”, I was able to read the 20/20 line!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The lines were all so black, and I could even see where the individual letters were on the 15 line, but could only “pick” out a “K”!  This lasted for approximately a minute and then I think I was so excited that I must have started straining because I was just trying to see everything.  I have never seen this well without correction, that I can ever remember.  Hopefully one day I will remember seeing this well as a child but for now it’s my new vision.  I can still see in my mind how the chart looked and it was incredible — I’m still beaming 🙂  When I was seeing this well, I had very vivid, three dimensional vision.  I am trying not to “hope” for this vision again as I’m afraid it will cause me to try too hard to attain it again.  But if I can keep working on my Snellen chart outdoors I think I may attempt to take the DMV test this coming spring!  It’s ambitious for sure, and I may be getting ahead of myself, but if I keep committing to operating without glasses and working on my Snellen chart outdoors, I think this may be possible. 

As it would get darker my vision would fluctuate from 20/50 to 20/30, so I WISH it had been 20/20 the whole time, but alas it was not 🙂  But I am extremely encouraged that I am reading the chart consistently around 20/50. 

Also, I did these things:

  • ~100 long swings
  • 30 minutes zazen meditation
  • Eyebody, open-focus work
  • Palming, off and on throughout the day (I didn’t do a 30 minute session today)

Well, unfortunately the weather is supposed to turn to crap for the next 10 days, with intermittant sun so I’ll keep working outdoors when I can, but snow may impede doing this everyday.

 

VIP for Nov 2nd November 3, 2008

Filed under: My Daily Progress,Snellen Chart Results — sassisailor @ 11:19 am

Completed:

  • ~100 long swings
  • 30 minutes palming
  • Eyebody/Superman laser vision work (while palming and not palming)
  • Took a walk
  • I’m still going without glasses almost all day, but will wear them probably for a total of an hour each day; so I don’t count it as a full day WOG.

It was cloudy/overcast today so I did my Snellen work inside the house: 20/50!  But just to clarify, when I can read a line, the letters aren’t always really black; the letters are clear and I can read them, but they are not as black as they should be — strange I know, but that’s how it is.  When I read outdoors though, the letters are MUCH blacker.

 

VIP for Nov 1st November 2, 2008

Filed under: My Daily Progress,Snellen Chart Results — sassisailor @ 10:10 am

Completed:

  • 100 long swings (I’m always estimating because now I just do them to 7-10 minutes of music)
  • 30 minutes zazen meditation
  • 30 minutes palming
  • outdoor Snellen work
  • Eyebody work

Outdoor Snellen (late day sun, no clouds):  20/40!!!  cleared to 20/30! 

I’m slowly realizing that my vision is much better than I think it is, especially outside!  Amazing considering initially my Snellen was 3/200!